Tuesday, January 05, 2010 @1/05/2010 08:41:00 PM
the first week of 2010 has started and i just have the urge to blog about the past year.
first day of 2009 started so badly that i cried. i even told myself i do not want to celebrate my birthday anymore, but alas, i did celebrate with ALOT of ppl this year.
year 2 sem 2 passed by so quickly with preparations of work and travel and well as usual lots of ups and downs. it was also the sem where i became closer to bernie, weeyin and eunice due to ahem e learning. it was a painful module but well company was great, with the constant bitching. haha. frankly speaking i cant really remember anything significant that happened in the first half except for my first every trip overseas alone. but i definitely learnt how to let go. there were hurtful words and happy times but in the end, you just got to learn how to not let all that bother you.
after that came work n travel USA. i was super duper bloody excited. 3 whole months in AMERICA. lots of fun times and new friends which i will probably never see again, the bad internet connection, the unlucky moments and hilarious trips. i dont think i will ever experience usa the same way ever again. this was also the first time i drove in usa! left hand drive and going up to 120miles per hour. haha.
after finally coming back to hot sunny singapore, d left for china, sometimes i really wonder how we actually lasted for so long apart, coupled with the numerous break ups and arguments and time differences. i never knew what was gonna happen. but y3s1 came and go , i didnt do as well as i wanted which totally threw me into my quarter life crisis, i had no idea what to do. but somehow, i became closer to my og/DBs during this time, i turned to them for help whenever i needed them and omg adstrats. i never cried so badly due to school before.
then tadaa, hca internship appeared, and well i would say i managed to experience life differently over there. it was like an awakening, death is gonna happen to all of us and i guess it is true when we say we dont add days to life but life to days.
overall, 2009 was a horrible year for me. but i THINK i have learnt alot, how to deal with people and found out what i really want. hope 2010 will be an awesome year for me n you :)