In the black night sky, In the center of the brightly shining stars, Is that the place that I was born? I also wanted to believe that I came down from a different place than Earth
well...10 more hours before my first O level written paper starts...argh..chinese paper...gross man..and i am still like looking thru the zuo wens..juz hope i wun screw up ...yupz...dunno how much xtra time i wld haf too...well.gotta carry on studying..cant stay in front of the com liao...i am scared ah....
I dont ever let go again of my forgotten memories, i hope I wont forget my small hopes and dreams; I whisper that to the heavens
eeeeeeeee...it was a prawn..a stupid prawn..damn the prawn..haiz...yah...bio prac todae..was in the last shift..and got the food tests and stuff..den i had to draw a prawn...omg..draw u noe..wif all the legs and stuff...8marks somemore..den muz draw tail...haha...guess wad i did..i juz plonked the whole prawn on my paper and trace the outline..yes..carry on luffing...i really din noe how to draw wad...den it looked kind of retarded though...yeah..but guess they only looking for the details..den after tt tried to study..but v.noisy..den went home..sleep..den havent started anithing todae yet..damn..going to sch tml again..cant study at home....
The blue sky is always warm but it also gives an understandable solitude; It seems as if its hiding lonliness, sadness, and even pain.
yux yux yux...screwed up my phy prac todae..haiz..kept reading the qn wrongly and do all the stupid stuff like the MASS and the ResIstoRs...bleh...and mabel also did the same stupid thingy..hahas..mabelllll ...if u r reading this *hi5*...hahaah...so dumb of us rite...yah..had xtra time todae..but still like not enuff time leh...weird..anw...ended bout 330..den by the time we found a class room and after joanne settled her thingy...it was almost 4 + ..den started studying till 7..in ms ngoh's classrm..cldnt find any teachers available though...and guess wad..i juz felt a cold wind blew at me...but fan not on leh...EEEEE...and tt stupid candice wang keep saying got nothing..i felt it ok..u dumbo...haiz..got bio prac tml ..hope it wun be so screwed..bloody..and dunno whether can cut all the shit..heck lah..the most ask the teachers help me..bleh..got to study chi liao.........argh..i hate this...........
January — Garnet.
The garnet derives its name from the Latin word for "granatum," meaning pomegranate because the crystals bear a resemblance to the fruit. According to legend, Noah used purple garnets to light his Arc. Ancient warriors believed that garnets brought victory. The Egyptians wore them in this life — and beyond, taken into tombs with the dead as payment to the gods for safe passage through the nether world. In the Middle Ages, people wore garnets to protect against demons, poisons, wounds and bad dreams — and even cured depression. They were thought to relieve fever, hemorrhages and inflammatory diseases. A lion was carved on a garnet several inches long carried for protection while traveling. In the 12th Century, the Crusaders wore them for protection against wounds and accidents. Conversely, Asiatic warriors believed that glowing garnets, which they used as bullets, could inflict more damaging wounds.
Although "red" is the color most associated with the garnet, it exists in a variety of colors — from black and colorless to many shades of green and red. This array of colors comes from metals such as manganese, iron, calcium and aluminum. Green garnets — which were prized by Russian czars for their entrancing beauty — are the most valuable because they are so rare; followed by colorless and pure red.
Today, some believe that garnets help create a power shield against muggers and people with bad intent. Others believe that the garnet is a healing stone, relieving skin irritations and inflammations and regulating heart and blood flow. Whether in a ring, pendant, earrings or bracelet, this much is true — January's birthstone symbolizes a light heart, loyalty and lasting affection.
The rain that pounded my windows all night, dries in the sunlight in the morning. And the green tea fragrance that fills my room wakes me up again.
so sian..haf been studying n studying....tml got phy prac..but not sure wad to study also..how? ..den todae dunno whether got chem lesson..ahah..tried bending my finger todae...can bend alittle bit more..but not fully..and itz paiN!!!..ahaha...playing shape shifter..haha...make it like my motivation..can play once only after studying a chpt of wadever subject...went out on sat to JohNlittle..to buy winter clothings...i want the coat but it cost 299 lor..haizzz...den din go acjc open house...coz last dae sale...no choice..muz go grab ah..ahha...and tt stupid candice wang..keep hitting my finger...the written papers are coming soon..and i am scared......bleh..wish me luck...
Those tales of destiny, They have nothing to do with me; If there is no such thing as emotions; Then there is nothing at all
todae was chem prac...had 25 mins xtra time bcoz of my finger..quite gd ah..i manage to finish the paper..yupz...but was doing on the teacher's bench..so dumb..den like everyone looking..den they cld go earlier..when 4b came in..i still cleaning up all the spilled stuff...ahhaha..i spill like almost every solution...yeah...den had to be quarintined (dunno how to spell also..ahaha) for almost four hours...and it was amaths lesson all the way..dunno wad happen to me also..suddenly like headache..and when cld go tt time..i felt like puking...haha..but muz find tt toot head..to open his locker..coz i put my phone there..yeah..den later went home to sleep...juz watched SI..got my photos todAE!!!..yay...so nice..hahah...yupz,..i din close my eyes for ani pic..yay..finally...very niceeeeeeeee...ahaha..took wif alot of ppl..ahhaha...
Hey fast or slow everyone close it, don't stop; We got the music, hip-hop gives each person their own style
booo...so sian..now chem lesson..den also not doing anithing...hahaz...tml chem prac liao..scaryyy...yah den...all the colours also dunno wad issit..yah...muz really go memorise all the rubbish...hahaha...so long never blog liaoz...but now Os coming..so wun blog so often also..yeah..went to see doc on mon...haha..the doctor was half french and half chinese...yah..but had to wait so long to take Xray...bone still broken..haiz..it was quite gross lor...den next appt on 2dec..who wanna go wif me??! so sian lor..wait there den so many pple somemore...ok..haf to go thru RI chem paper liao....
okie...wanna take this chance to write a msg to the 5 greatest and bestest and most wonderful frens i ever had in this 4 years or more...starting wif the youngest..hahaha
JoaNnA- hey fellow PRINCESS...aka my er jie aka potato(i'm writing in green) haha...and the evil one..according to herself..yeah..but dun think so lor...thanx alot for all the teaching and copying..hee...yeah..and stop throwing ur pe shirt around..stinks ok..haha...known ya for 8 years and same class somemore..we 6 haf like gone thru so much together...and u were my roommate in italy and prague..hahaha...den we always wake up late...remmber the one when i trip over the luggage and hurt my toe..and we overslept for breakfast..and steffi and linda were so mad wif us..ahahahs...think we are really pigs man...yah and will put the powder thingy in my shoe one...so niceeeeeeeee of u...see ..where got evil...so really glad to haf a grrrrrrrreat fren..and eating my veggies..hahahaha ..thanx alot! and yah...forget bout the.........idiotic betrayer k...haha..we will support u all the way!!!...juz punch his face or sthg..dun tink so much bout it liaoz...sMiLe : )
JOaNne-my da jie aka brownie...wah...10 years liao..think we can make history by being in the same class for so long lor... yeah...u haf been a great listening ear...and stop walking about whenever i call u lor...den whole dae bully me one...wahahaha...yupx..thanx for all the encouragement and advice..really appreciated it ...yeah...u r really one fren tt i can crap to for one hour plus on the phone...and tlk bout anithing under the sun...frm ur an quan gan to ghost stories...u r always the one not getting angry and cheering us up and thinking of a solution to problems...yeah....and dun get so angry bout the jokes bout the steffi thingy lah...hahaha...u noe..juz a joke..haahahahah...and for goodness sake..stop being so bLUR!!...always losing ur things or juz anihow throwing them around...hahaha...yupz..frenz forever!
MAbELL- mabel mabel..have u lost ur bell?! hahahaha...mummy!...yeah..another of the longest fren i ever knew..hmm...u haf always been there for us..and helping us tie up the loose ends..hee..thanx!...even though sometimes u r also blur..remember ur chem key pts bk..wanton shit and retarded...hahaha...yeap..dun be so disappointed wif ur prelims ok? study hard..i am sure u can achieve ur target one..yupz...and miss the times tt we wld study downstairs and make darell tell us all the gossip..*gRiNz*..hahaz....u haf also been a great help in the choir and sc..yeah..and taking care of all of us...stop hating guys lah..hahaha...yah..den remember when we go pragre..u brought this big big luggage wif practically everything inside ...yeah..so motherly..haha...take care k?gd lucK!
StEfFi- auntieeeeee...i wanna eat cheesecake...haha...u r really a great aunt ..always the one taking care of us too + mabel..hahaha...den wld plan out everything properly one...and really can bake and cook and sew and draw and colour and.....alot lah..too many to sae...den we always make fun of u as the dream girl..haha..stop saying u r not lor..hahaah...den u r also the person tt says 'sorry' the most time..hee..so polite one...sneeze also muz 'excuse me' until mrs kwek thot u calling her...hahaahha...den always so high class...and luvs chocolate..and is those high class one somemore..hahaha...yupz..anw...dun so stress k...see like always so worried...juz haf faith and i am sure u can do it...god bless...
LiNdA- ah maaaaaa....stupid cow..hahaah..and luvs pink so much...hee...even though u say the wrong things at the wrong times sometimes...u r still my best fren!!!!...yeah...sometimes u wld always get me out from trouble one..yeah like the previous blog..and agrees wif me tt toro and wu yan zu are cute ...hahaha...den u r always the one bringing us around orchard to take neos..hee..luv those pics...den still remember sec 2 ..u always disappear after sch real fast..den we will all like..'where is linda?'haha..yeah...den we got the same bag and clothing..yeah!!...act..wrote alot of stuff in ur testimonial liao..but really want ya to noe..u haf been a great part in my life and i will remember ya always!...
yupz..maybe we wun be in the same sch animore or sthg..which i dun want ah...but i really wanna thank all of ya..for 'spoiling' me ..hahah..and accomodating all my laziness and rubbish..ahahah..and of corz staying by my side ..yeah...muz keep in touch okie? frenz 4ever..!!
Listen, I fell in love with a sports car that I saw last night at the party; Someday, I'll take all of us on a ride in that car; For my dream, I can't stop, I can't stop
heyy...last dae of sch todae..haiz..so sad..i cried leh..dunno y..coz ms ng and ms mano cried when they shake hands..den i also..haha...really sad to leave..coz i went thru really alot alot alot this 4 years ..and itz like no one cld really understand one...but i had friends and teachers who constantly supported me ah...so really very touched..ahahah..hope we can all go same jc next yr 4A..hee..yeah..but it may sound quite impossible though...took lots n lots of pics toDAe!!..hahah..had ice cream and pizza party...ate like 3 cups of ice cream..omg..den play scissors paper stone wif some guys and ms ng..loser muz eat one cup of ice cream..wah gross lor..the melted one..argh..haha..lucky linda come and save me..hahaha..so sweeeeeeet....luv ya!...thanx alot man...yupz..den continued taking photos...wif everyone..sc ppl..choir peeps..and class girls...yeah..so fun..and guess wad happened when i went home..argh...i washing the splint..den the bloody valcro went down the sink...wth..so suay..den i cant be bothered to wear..but den very pain...idiot lah...y i so dumb one..i really hate my finger..gif so much problems...yeah...back to the class...4a has been a quite great class? ahahah..yah..had quite alot of probs and like 'enemies'haha..but made lots of frens...and luv the time we spent together lor...yeah....will miss u ppl always..and the juniors in fmss....
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Can we really be a shooting star? Can't stop the music; For the future that has been open in front of us
haha..todae joanne never come sch..study leave..so gd..yah..den all the lessons kept bullying mabel...haha...den quite sian ah..stay back to study...now my finger is like purplish yellow greenish...damn gross..like a dead person's finger...argh..and .i not careful hit my finger todae when bathing tt time...den after tt finger kept trembling..omg....so painful lor...i am gonna die lah..tt dae doc sae my finger wun be normal liao...take bout 6 mths to heal..and it wld only be 90% of normal..wun be the same...bleh..sux...and tt painkillers are making me sleepy..almost fell asleep in class todae..and i haf a zuo wen test on thur..how how how...i write until so slow somemore..haha..and todae we found out someone was such a betrayer....eeee...so disgusting lor..wth..haha..i scared practical leh....i will be so slow..and everyone has to wait for me..wah lau..i feel like such a burden..like a disabled person..haiz.....
If I say that its real, then its real; If I don't like it, then its fake; Even if you whisper about me,Nothing changes my thoughts
its like 12 am liaoz...and i am still doing my ying yong wen..wth...bloody finger...write so slow and ugly...argh..still painful..and i haf been slacking again...ahaha...so funny mathew lim called me juz now...was wondering who was tt when i answered..haha...coz he had to send some form to kwek to report bout my finger...den i am classified as temporary disabled...argh..sounds so...disabled..yah...haiz...watched mi jia le zhi wu todae..but still dun really get it ..but who cares..got energy wad...blah blah...think i haf to sleep late todae liao lor..so much hw...ahhhhhhh....nvm can use finger as an excuse first..ahha...got toro show showing soon on ch 8 lor..y muz they show it during my exam time..so purposely one..disgusting....yeah..and i got to go dental tml..dumb dumb...and i haf to go back to hospital on the 18...and see the dumb dumb looking orthopedic..go press my finger until so pain lor..haha...and go spike his hair somemore...haiz,...who ask me so unlucky ..get injured at this kind of time...but not as bad as jia en ah..she sprain her thumb..and tml got EYexam...no..itz todae..yeah ..aniwae..to those who are injured..get well soon!
Go straight foward without regrets, youthful actions without fear; No matter what blocks me, what clashes with me, I'll push foward and go straight
bleh..got injured during yest.'s pe...argh...den went to children's a&e...took Xray...bone broken..and had to buddy splint it b4 going to c the hand surgeon todae...wad the shit lor...need to take Os in two weeks time somemore....finger is like so swollen and fat...ahhhh gross lor...den it was so painful..had to take painkillers...haiyah...went back to sch at bout 12 noon todae...i haf like one whole stack of test papers to do...but i cant even write properly now lor...bloody hell..i feel so pissed lah...y i so suay one..den ms song also tell the d class i went hospital..haha...damn...so many ppl noe liao...
In the worlds highest place, in a place where the air is different; I will be satisfied if I live luxuriously
2nd oct...toro's birthday..hahah...he gonna perform in the charity show tml..remind me to watch hor..not really mad bout him and energy liao leh....likes machi now..haha...yeah...argh..bloody irritated wif my com todae...got virus...so lag and hangy...den cant delete the movie...waste my com space...todae...study amaths..dunno wad is going on but ....argh..feeling lazy and like a pig..keep eating, watch tv and sleeping..bleh...somebody juz kill me...haha..den suddenly thot bout my frenz again...been like together so long..dunno wad life wld me without them leh...so wierd...i dun want i dun want i dun want...(joanne's nick) haha...started doodling on paper and drew the forever frens bear..haiz... got some stuff..shld i tell anot... gonna write a note back to joanne sometime todae or tml.. hahaha..yeah..well....amaths sux big time..i hate it..
With the sun that tells the time, And with the same sky, the same earth, We dream the same dream and open our eyes together
well...thought of it liao...cried liao..argh..prelims..got 13 pts...way below my expectations..but who cares..most impt is the Os lah...ahha..anw..i wld rather go to school wif my frenz den go to a gd sch...yupyup..so i am going wif linda liao!..haha..joanne wrote me this note todae...awwww..so sweet..hee..thanx aloT!..yupz..really motivated me too u noe...yeah..so gonna start mugging now...and do my best for Os lor...or else i wld be a toilet cleaner.........stupid...todae is children's dae!!...but teachers not gonna give us present...haiyah...did finish the emaths paper todae...finally..now trying to finish chi..the suckiest subject...haha...yeah..wish me gd luck..and i really dun noe where to go.......